I have to admit: I'm not the serious relationship type guy. heck, I've never been in a long lasting relationship to begin with. But, I know my stuff. And I know what it feels like to be in love ( just puppy love). In fact, not too long ago I had a crush. I am not the type too reveal things like these; so this is probably a once in a life time situation.
Love is a very subjective term, It means different things to different people. To me it means to have someone to appreciate, care for, and truly cherish. Love is a great part of people's lives. Or so I wished it was; I used to come down to my lockers just to see her. And I used to purposely make her laugh, because she had the most beautiful smile. I'd gently hold her; hoping she'd see what her love meant to me. I was foolish enough to believe this was love.
Its been a while now since I turned my back to that girl. And now that I have finally moved on; turns out that she likes me now. As I see it, she had her chance. I gave her a big head start; I sacrificed for her a huge amount of time. All that time, now gone down the drain. I'm not mad or disappointed, I just wished things happened at the right time. The way you wanted them too.
Living without her, living alone is how it is for now. I know that someday the right girl will appear. I guess I just don't have the patience.
I love the way you write.You analyze whats happening very scientifically, but you also describe your feelings. It is a unique art form. As for girls, I don't get serious because in a month, it won't even matter. Just wait for the right girl to come.
ReplyDeleteWait, let me understand this; now you are talking about a real girl and not your dog, right? :)
ReplyDeleteThey say it is better to have loved and lost than to have never loved at all!
(One day it will make sense to you.)